I have made a new friend at my
Qmailbox yesterday. He impressed me alot!
We got to know each other from our same note
words stapled at the sent out letter in bottle.
Of course, it's just a bottle letter in the net work.
The story began from me as i made myself a habit
to make a wish and threw a message in bottle at Qmail box.
We Are Qmates
I threw out 3 given bottles at Qmail box every day.
Besides,i waited for reply from others too, especially is him!
i dedicated all my letters to him without any second thought,
everyday made the same wishes.
But then, i felt disappointed since i met no one for reply from
my letters sent out. I felt desperation in reality world
with his intention-less reply or messaging me.
I'm very upset today as i asked him whether did him
find me or text me since i got a ringtones notification of
sms received which notification his name.
I felt hurt a he said i'm good for nothing in doing this and
he was not alike me. He not bothered me once i'm not proactive
to find him or contact him. He never think of me and he just
treated me as instructor to be obeyed by him.
I really pissed off of his behave towards me today.
I knew that you will get nothing once u demanding it hardly.
The God is playing joke with us and we never get
what we want as i ask for it deadly.
The reality is cruel. You gave out doesn't meant you
will receive the harvest from your sacrifices.
I hurt but i kept treated myself in worse way no matter
what others criticize me. I cried for many times that
what for i did all these? I wouldn't get any appreciation from him.
May i gave up.
Friend By My Side while I was Down =)
Come back to my new friend.
He was passed his fore lover too.
He is 21 years old and come from hunan.
My new friend accompanied at the moment i
need him but he was not by my side.
He played games as he informed me formerly.
In fact, im undervalued than games.
What am I?
Slaved myself for a man ,what for?
So, cheer up! I can be Happy without him，
Yeah！
~*~9th Jan 2011~*~
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