黑暗天使注定带来黑暗；
命运始终没有改变，也别天真的想改变。。
我甘于堕落，每晚沉醉其中，
心甘情愿让你化作我生命的终结者，
这死--我至死不渝
也不想远离你
对于你
只有无法自拔
你是我的魔力~
神秘的面纱。
揭开是好是坏？
走近了，看见了，怎么了？
倘若
了解越深，越害怕，看见越真，
；越发现不是自己想象中的美好，
哪怕有点失落，很受伤。
纵任
黑暗覆盖着那面纱
让他永远驻在最美的幻境
吉他浪子深情似无情,
he ate my heart,too deeP!
究竟，你我是因为寂寞而错爱？
宁可爱过，不愿因错爱而寂寞。
我愿保留我的天真，
任其放纵，
陶醉无间
不愿沦落人间炼狱
苦难堪
倘那时的如梦初醒
哪怕，只是半晌。
至少，爱过。
无悔，无憾。
21/8/10
>>self murmuring, a memo 4my memory installing system ;) >> ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
V met each other at lib，v spent a great time together，went through the entire noon with rushing assignment,having luncheon 2gather.As 4me,the every moment seems like a dream.i said so cause i feel vague toward myself, the inner self. how was i thought about him. i like but yet to love. the feeling is beyond or above?i have no idea at all.There was also for me the first time i saw his sadness, harsh in his deep heart whereby caused him almost cried out but yet to drop his tear,i felt sorry...his heart cross due to hurt by his dream girl.i wondered Y don't she appreciate what she had? I really do hope that i c'd be like her,beloved by someone deeply, plus, im x greedy as im x demanding! am i envying? mayb..Anyway, this called fade as everything was under HIS arrangement. the life was seemed cursed for entire human race as v hav2 suffer frm love as v love without beloved. my instinct told me that let myself rather beloved than love others. But, Unfortunately,im x always the lucky one. i have no choice either to choose or to be choose.So, keep in mind that do choose to be beloved if the god pampered u much! btw, i still will wait for the nice treat n grace from Lord! Haiz...what s'd i ask for,my Lord? nothing more, let me beloved, perhaps by him.
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